Waiting: Let Him hold you.

        Isa sa napakahirap na gawin sa buhay ay ang maghintay. Una sa lahat, oras ang kalaban ng tao. Hindi mo na maiibabalik ang minuto na lumipas. Kaya naman ang salitang paghihintay ay iniiwasan ng kahit sino man sa atin. Sa pila sa lrt, sa pag-order sa kainan, sa paglalakad, sa pagluluto, sa pag-aaral, lahat na lamang ay hinihingan ng shortcut. Kaya sabi nga ng ibang taga probinsya tayo daw mga taga Maynila ay mahilig at gusto ng mabilisang proseso kaya nga hindi na natin nakikita ang ganda ng buhay. Gusto natin lahat areglado na. Subalit sa buhay lahat ng bagay ay may kaakibat na tamang panahon. Ngunit minsan masakit at nakakalito kapag hindi natin nakukuha ang mga bagay na ninanaais natin. Lalo masakit kung nakita mo na abot-kamay mo na ang mga bagay na ito. May mas malalim na dahilan kaya nangyayari ang mga bagay na ito. Sabi nga sa movie na kung fu panda "There are no accidents." Oo, masakit at minsan hindi natin maintindihan kung bakit nauudlot ang mga bagay na alam mo sa simula ay para na sa iyo. Pero naniniwala ako na ang pagkakasawi sa isang bagay ay hindi katapusan ng buhay mo. Life has many things to offer. We just have to accept things and move on. Minsan kasi pilit natin pinagsisiksikan ang sarili natin kasi alam natin na ito ang gusto natin.Pero kadalasan ang mga gusto natin ay mga bagay na hindi natin kailangan manapa ang mga bagay na kusang dumadaan sa ating buhay ang siyang mas higit na nagdudulot sa atin ng saya. Minsan kasi kailangan lamang natin maghintay at pabayaan ang tamang panahon na umaksyon. Ang paghihintay ay isang bagay na dapat ialay sa Panginoon. Kapag inangat na natin sa Kanya ang mga kahilingan ng ating puso dapat lamang natin Siya na pagkatiwalaan. Mas alam Niya ang dapat na sa atin. Basta kailangan lang natin gawin ang ating makakaya sa lahat ng bagay. Being your best in everything that you do is one way of glorifying God. Ako mismo nakakaranas ng pagsubok sa paghihintay. I had doubts, fears, anxities but God consoled me during this difficult time. He will replace all the pains with new hope. To wait is not to waste time rather it is a time for us to prepare ourselves to what God has planned for us.We just have to be still and let God lead us. =)

December na!

December na at kailangan ko na magkaruon ng trabaho LOL! Sana naman tawagan na ako ng company na ito, hayyyy =)

Waiting

It is the first week of advent. Christmas is fast approaching. I was in a mass a while ago and the sermon was about waiting. Yes, it was true that the state of waiting was always acompanied by exhaustion, confusion, doubts, anxiety, uncertainty. But we should not be consumed by these negative feelings instead we should take this time as an opportunity to reflect and to prepare. All of us had experienced the agony of waiting. But waiting was not simply about waiting.It was more of the character that we have become through waiting.After all, i believe, it was worth it..especially those that our heart had desired most. =)

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Life is a continuous learning process. Day by day you tend to discover a piece of yourself.Truly we are a master piece in progress.

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I don't want to think of tomorrow.Today I live my life gazing my stare upon you.Your light had hammered every curve of my path. Watered my withering heart.O God you are more than enough for me.

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I still believe that whatever happens, your heart will still find its own place. You may have detours but the road has its own way. At the end if one pursue it with all his might,life has a generous way of giving..

PICK ONE!

I have plenty of gaols in life. They were actually categorized into short term and long term. One day I asked my self whether it was wrong to have lots of desire in life. I know that it was natural for man to have various wants but was there something wrong about it.Then someone had answered that question for me. A friend of mine told me that there was nothing wrong about having a long list of things you want to achieve. What was wrong was when you wouldn't do something about it. If you do not exert effort to fulfill them. Then the next question was where to start. The answer was to pick one! Yes, start to focus on a specific goal. One goal at a time.  Then the rest would follow. Knowing what you want and committing yourself to it was the answer.But it would never be easy.It would take a lot of courage and perseverance. But that's life.

P.S. Have your pick! =)