Playlist

Minsan nagtataka ako kung bakit ang dami kong nilalagay na kanta sa ipod ko pero hindi lahat ng ito'y pinapakinggan ko. Sa dami-daming pagpipilian na kanta ay pilit ko pa din hinahanap yung iisang kanta na nais kong pakinggan. Minsan tuloy naisip ko, ang buhay ang parang playlist sa ipod (sabog este ang daming pagpipilian), madami kang gusto at madami kang pwede puntahan pero sa huli isa lang naman ang kailangan mo. Minsan ilan lamang sa kanila ang talagang mahalagang kanta para sayo. Bow.

Same as Before

Lines in my palm has been there since I first gained my consciousness. The sky has been blue even the sun shines. The desert has been changing its course as the wind flips another page on earth's face. Water is running in my heart and washing my soul. The breeze flew in my world without making its existence known. I've been walking and searching for the sign. The sign that can lead me outside the world. The chance to meet you on the road and see whether I can unlock this chain. Will it take me longer? Or am I just like the other that is changing now and then yet circling on the same sphere.

Happy Meal

I just experienced one of my happiest meal here in the office. My lunch a while ago was not fancy at all but I felt really satisfied. I really don't know why. Have you experienced that yourself? That behind the ordinary face of things you still could find it special, soothing. It was a terrific feeling.

thinKAway

When was the last time I let my heart decides? It sounds scary. No, it is scary! I need to sleep this over.goodnight!

Enough?

I feel restless today. I'm looking for something but I really don't know what I'm looking for. Much energy rest in my veins and I just want to exhaust every single piece of myself. I have so much things in my mind and for once I just want to actuate every single plan I have. Really, I don't know what I'm saying, just mere words. Or maybe, this a part of me that just want to escape, walk away. I'm looking for more or maybe less.

Drift Away

I really wished I could just drift away and go to different places.  The kind of day where you will wake up in the morning and all you have to think is where to start your "escapade". I want to ride the train without worrying the traffic that welcomes me once i get out. I want to try the other lane where it wouldn't lead me to my office (I love my job). I want to have my bag, a map, and my sneakers and start moving forward. I don't care where it would lead me. I just want to drift away. To experience not just mere routine instead to feel the gift of spontaneity. Yeah, I  guess I should do that.

New Stage

It's been a while.Anyway, i decided to do this again. I missed letting my thoughts escape my brain. Sometimes, it's a way of cleaning yourself, draining yourself from the toxic of the day.This is the moment in my life where I realized that being adult is scary, messy, confusing, fun, free. You drive your own car. It's up to you whether to stop or to move on. Sounds simple? No, it's a scary puzzle. Uncertain of the next road. But that's just the way it is. You just have to close your eyes and open your heart. The world is messy but don't let it ruin your peace.