Emotions

"If you hold back on emotions - if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them - you can never get to being detached. You're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You' re afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails." - Morrie ( Tuesdays With Morrie)

Assume or Deny?

What is more difficult, to assume or to deny? If you assume things, you end up standing on a steep hanging bridge where a slight move is a crucial thing to do. You can say neither a yes nor a no. Like phrases which can’t be progressed to final sentences. Something is always saying that what you feel is right and wrong at the same time. Denying is another thing. It’s like preventing a river to flow. Depriving yourself from what is intended for you but you choose to evade it maybe because of fear.  But one thing is common, they are both painful.

Not Intended

It is difficult when someone got you in between. Have you been on that situation? You feel so vulnerable and so exposed that you tend to shield yourself from feeling anything-from falling.

Sometimes we find ourselves caught up between our emotions which escalate us to a different level of fear or maybe a more intense atmosphere. Then everything becomes so sudden. You are moved from one state to another without your consent. As if you are caught inside a paper cup seeing nothing but a white wall promising no way out.  But sometimes the most difficult question is whether you would really want to go back and find yourself on the same track or would you be willing to risk and see the spectacular view from the other side.