Emotions

"If you hold back on emotions - if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them - you can never get to being detached. You're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You' re afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails." - Morrie ( Tuesdays With Morrie)

Assume or Deny?

What is more difficult, to assume or to deny? If you assume things, you end up standing on a steep hanging bridge where a slight move is a crucial thing to do. You can say neither a yes nor a no. Like phrases which can’t be progressed to final sentences. Something is always saying that what you feel is right and wrong at the same time. Denying is another thing. It’s like preventing a river to flow. Depriving yourself from what is intended for you but you choose to evade it maybe because of fear.  But one thing is common, they are both painful.

Not Intended

It is difficult when someone got you in between. Have you been on that situation? You feel so vulnerable and so exposed that you tend to shield yourself from feeling anything-from falling.

Sometimes we find ourselves caught up between our emotions which escalate us to a different level of fear or maybe a more intense atmosphere. Then everything becomes so sudden. You are moved from one state to another without your consent. As if you are caught inside a paper cup seeing nothing but a white wall promising no way out.  But sometimes the most difficult question is whether you would really want to go back and find yourself on the same track or would you be willing to risk and see the spectacular view from the other side. 

Nice to meet you guys! :)

I know some of you had experienced meeting people and just by mere look or glance you felt that sense of certainty that you will be getting along with them.  It has always been a refreshing feeling and what is more refreshing is when you have proven that things truly are getting just fine. I never intend to practice my mind-reading-capacity-skill but there are circumstances where I encounter people and really felt at ease with them instantly. Maybe I'm just lucky enough to meet new good friends. :) 

Believing

" Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying to myself that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I shall have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it, even if I may not have it at the beginning."
- Mahatma Gandhi

Snowflakes

"Under the microscope, I found that snowflakes were miracles of beauty; and it seemed a shame that this beauty should not be seen and appreciated by others. Every crystal was a masterpiece of design and no one design was ever repeated. When a snowflake melted, that design was forever lost. Just that much beauty was gone, without leaving any record behind." - Wilson Bentley

Playlist

Minsan nagtataka ako kung bakit ang dami kong nilalagay na kanta sa ipod ko pero hindi lahat ng ito'y pinapakinggan ko. Sa dami-daming pagpipilian na kanta ay pilit ko pa din hinahanap yung iisang kanta na nais kong pakinggan. Minsan tuloy naisip ko, ang buhay ang parang playlist sa ipod (sabog este ang daming pagpipilian), madami kang gusto at madami kang pwede puntahan pero sa huli isa lang naman ang kailangan mo. Minsan ilan lamang sa kanila ang talagang mahalagang kanta para sayo. Bow.