Finding Nemo! =)

Have you experienced when circumstances seemed to dictate to you which raod to take? Have you felt that somehow society demands something from you which you were not willing to give? Somehow, sometimes you have given in to then it just hits you. It just hits you and finally you've realized that there were things you've been pursuing but were not the ones that you really like. Things you've been doing because it was the good thing to do, expected of you.
There were people who knew from the very start what they really want in life but for some it was a different story . Well, i belong on the latter part. I've realized that when you get old you tend to have deeper thoughts. Your perspective changes, your needs change and your priority becomes clearer. Right this very moment I got some serious thoughts.  I've realized that for quite sometime i've been playing my best shot, trying to play the game but the problem was that this was not the playing field for me. I know i can be better but not on this field. I want to try other things and find myself..I'l go find my nemo, i mean my dream! =) hehehe.

new year, new start

Days from now we will all be flipping another page. A new chapter of our life will be revealed. Another plot, possibly new characters will be arising. A new twist is waiting in the corner.

The year 2009 was a great year for me. It was as if i was riding a roller coaster. There were times that im on top of the world and there were days as if i was beneath the world. Pushing all its mass towards me. But at the end i was able to pull myself back. There were failures, pains, frustrations, victories, and joy. I think this year had showed me the different aspects of life. I've learned to accept and let go of the things that wasn't meant for me. I have learned to love even if it was tiring and painful.I've learned to make decisions, tough decisions. Simply, i have started to see life in a different perspective. For the past months i've realized that plans shouldn't control you. You should be ready to adjust all the time. Sometimes, you have to change your route and see better roads to take. It could be confusing and painful of course because sometimes we think that what we want is really what we like in life. But as we go on we realize that what we have right now is better than what we planned to have before. Life may have its uncertainties but one must not give up. We all should move on because I'm sure that the road is still long...new year, new start ahead. =)

thinKAway

Looking for the starting line. Can't wait to get back on track =)

thinKAway

Lord, let me listen to you.Open my heart to your one small voice.Give me the strenght to follow your will.

thinKAway

Too many ways
too many reasons
But I grab the path towards you
Holding no reason at all

My Time

Let the water move the way it wants to
Let me dance my own tune
Let me face the road

I write my own story
I make my own history
I'll meet my own end

This time my heart speaks
I listen without fear
Following with my eyes closed

Today, i just want to do it my way.

thinkAway

When will you ever come?..my heart is still waiting..